Stuff

Hellou, there been a lot going on my life.

I almost lost my boyfriend, cause I fucked up for real. I wish I never did it, I started to feel really bad about it. I told him cause I couldn't keep it inside myself anymore, I had to. Hope nothing like that never happen again. I don't wanna lose my boyfriend, hes my whole world.

Today well tonight I am going to HS(Hardstyle) party Planet Rose presents Marcel Dettmann, going there with Sten and his girlfriend :)
These are going to play at the party: MARCEL DETTMANN + JOCELYN ABELL + Jocelyn Abell + Henning Baer + ESHU + SINAN ALAKUS

I'm really bad writing these blogs, I start I write for month quit. :( Sorry. I just had a lot stuff going on.
I'm also searching for a new job, cause I really don't wanna just work for one day a week. And I have no taste anymore to work in the bar.
And because my math sucks horrible.


Oh and in October I had my birthday party, no pictures well, I have one of the cocktails we got with Tim :)

Sorry about the quality of the photo, it's taken with my phone.

We got 2 bottles of this from a Bar owner Niels :) Thanks Niels.


I don't know what else to write, I try write again tomorrow.

xoxo, Melina

Monday sucks

I haven't write here for while now, but I was last Thursday working in the Irish pub, it was fun :)
I just have really bad math, and I really suck at it. ._.

Wednesday is my boyfriends real birthday, and we are going to his parents to celebrate it and later we celebrate our birthdays together in the Cafe Move :)
My birthday is Oct 14th which is Sunday, but we will celebrate it Saturday 13th and same time my boyfriends. Going to be fun, friends coming over and party!

I don't know what to do today, my boyfriend is at college, but he will be home near 4-5pm I think so.
I'm really bad writing blogs, lmao.

xoxo, Melina

Today is perfect, last night was shit!

Wow I'm so excited right now, I just came from my interview for this job, I kinda got the feeling I got a place. The manager told me to email when I can start working. :p So happy girl right now.

I really like the pub its so comfy and everything, people are so nice at there. :)
I can finally stay at Arnhem with my boyfriend. My parents said something like I can't get it but screw you I just won a golden ticket! :D

So happy, I even went to the store and got myself a 1L Smirnoff Ice bottle :D Going to open it and take a couple :D saving some of it for tomorrow and saturday! yay.


So I came to The Netherlands last night near 7-8pm, and the sad part was my suitcase never came to Amsterdam, and its still in Tallinn, Estonia. Screw the whole Estonian air company!
I hope everything is in there when it comes to Arnhem.

Those flights were okay, Jyvaskyla to Tallinn took like about 1 hour. And I had to wait about 10 hours in Tallinn airport to get into the Amsterdam flight, which sucked a lot. Well slept there on their couches and I only ate a pizza slice and a French hot dog. Both were expensive. :(

I want my suitcase :( I miss you.

Tonight I will eat chicken curry with rice, and drink some Fanta and then later open my smirnoff ice :p yum

xoxo, Melina

Back in Gay Finland.

I just got home couple hours ago, and I feel complete shit. I wanna go back to my baby.
Meh I hope I get answer from the Irish Pub and that I can go back and work there.
Would be awesome, I don't like Finland, expensive shit. Sorry for my language, I just can't imagine that I am back to Finland. I got used to the people in The Netherlands, I also made new friends.

Most important thing/person what I miss is my boyfriend Tim! ♥
I miss you baby, even thought like Shanna said, this will be my vacation to Finland. Damn I really loved Arnhem and stuff. Even my Dutch isn't perfect I can use my English.

I hope I get the job. So I can pack my bags again and fly away.

I got a purple/red hair :D

FUCK I WANT ENGLISH KEYBOARD!

Yaya, this is way easier than the gay Finnish one :)

Da new hair. bad picture sorry.

+ it's so fucking cold over here. Like 12 and in Arnhem it's near 16.. ghay, hrrr.

xoxo, Melina ._.

New hairstyle!

I just found a new hairstyle and color for myself, and I'm going for it!

I always wanted to blonde myself, but my parents never let me, and I always been dark brown haired.

So yeah.

I secretly tried to blonde myself with my really old mid school friend!

This happen :D It wasn't quite blonde but almost.

I kinda liked it. but meh.

This song♥

Anyways, just wanted to share the new style :D, soon maybe I will get it haha. I'm so going for it.

xoxo, Melina 

Picture time!

Here some pictures finally!
I really been busy lately, being having some real life problems, been sick etc.
Finally got some time to take pictures, they are taken from the window of our room.
Hope you like them, just comment or something c;

xoxo, Melina

Pain is gettin worse

I haven't write or take any pictures for while now, this pain keeps keeping me in the bed.
I try tomorrow go out and take some photos and get some post cards, so I can send some to my family and friends.

I went to the doctor Friday and got meds which aren't kinda helping me. I feel like dying atm.

Tomorrows goal.

When Tim goes to work, I go to city, take some photos and post cards.

Then when I come home, go to the market get soda and chips and at home is me waiting Sex and the city 1 & 2 :D

xoxo, Melina