Back in Gay Finland.

I just got home couple hours ago, and I feel complete shit. I wanna go back to my baby.
Meh I hope I get answer from the Irish Pub and that I can go back and work there.
Would be awesome, I don't like Finland, expensive shit. Sorry for my language, I just can't imagine that I am back to Finland. I got used to the people in The Netherlands, I also made new friends.

Most important thing/person what I miss is my boyfriend Tim! ♥
I miss you baby, even thought like Shanna said, this will be my vacation to Finland. Damn I really loved Arnhem and stuff. Even my Dutch isn't perfect I can use my English.

I hope I get the job. So I can pack my bags again and fly away.

I got a purple/red hair :D

FUCK I WANT ENGLISH KEYBOARD!

Yaya, this is way easier than the gay Finnish one :)

Da new hair. bad picture sorry.

+ it's so fucking cold over here. Like 12 and in Arnhem it's near 16.. ghay, hrrr.

xoxo, Melina ._.

New hairstyle!

I just found a new hairstyle and color for myself, and I'm going for it!

I always wanted to blonde myself, but my parents never let me, and I always been dark brown haired.

So yeah.

I secretly tried to blonde myself with my really old mid school friend!

This happen :D It wasn't quite blonde but almost.

I kinda liked it. but meh.

This song♥

Anyways, just wanted to share the new style :D, soon maybe I will get it haha. I'm so going for it.

xoxo, Melina 

Picture time!

Here some pictures finally!
I really been busy lately, being having some real life problems, been sick etc.
Finally got some time to take pictures, they are taken from the window of our room.
Hope you like them, just comment or something c;

xoxo, Melina

Pain is gettin worse

I haven't write or take any pictures for while now, this pain keeps keeping me in the bed.
I try tomorrow go out and take some photos and get some post cards, so I can send some to my family and friends.

I went to the doctor Friday and got meds which aren't kinda helping me. I feel like dying atm.

Tomorrows goal.

When Tim goes to work, I go to city, take some photos and post cards.

Then when I come home, go to the market get soda and chips and at home is me waiting Sex and the city 1 & 2 :D

xoxo, Melina